July 31

I can't believe Logan is almost 3 weeks old already! On one hand it seems like he was just born yesterday, but on the other I can't even remember my life before he was here! Everyday I look at him, I fall in love with him even more. Every little face (even the screaming ones) is just so cute and precious. He is such a good little baby. He hardly ever gets fussy (only when he's really tired after being awake for awhile), and he is usually content. I can't believe how big he is getting! I'm already having to put away his little preemie clothes that were the only things he fit in when we brought him home.

Nick went back to work yesterday. I was really dreading it because I wasn't sure how we were going to handle being at home, but it hasn't been bad at all! I do wish that we were out of this condo already though, it would be so much easier and nicer if I had my own space with him. I love Pat, but I am sure ready to be on our own! It'll be nice to be able to feed Logan and watch TV at the same time! All in due time I suppose.

On my agenda for this coming week: 1. Spend lots of time with my Mom and sister (Amanda) who are coming to visit from Colorado. I haven't seen them since January when Nick and I got married! 2. Catch up with some friends (Virginia, people from work) 3. Get everything straightened out to start school again in September.

I have no idea how I will leave Logan in September, but I really need to finish this last year of school. I am sick of always having "one year left". I want to be done already! Now it's even more important that I finish, that way Nick and I can have the life we want for our little man. I am sure I will be crying the first few days at school though! I left the house for a half hour tonight to go get some coffee, and it was awful! All I could think about was Logan and how he and Daddy were doing!! (He was asleep the whole time haha).

Well, I guess that's it for now. Dad and I are hopefully going for a walk tomorrow, if it's not raining anyway.

-Kristin